I might be stumbling, but I’m walking away.
Friday, October 3, 2008 @ 3:29 PM

"Could you imagine a life without guys?
No crime and a lot of happy fat women."
ahaha so true (Y) lol
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Life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. it’s being so upset or disappointed, you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. it’s running so hard, you can barely breathe. it’s that feeling of panic when you know you’ve been caught doing something wrong. it’s having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. it’s opening your eyes and feeling them sting because you spent the whole night crying. it’s letting people go, but letting new ones come in and all the while, realizing that life doesn’t have a purpose unless you let it
It's funny how you spend your whole life not knowing someone and as soon as you meet them you can't get them out of your head. And every little thing reminds you of them. Just one guy makes your world completely different and all you want to do is go back to when you didn't know him at all.
I believe the most difficult situation you can ever be faced with is deciding whether you should
just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on and maybe you'll lose a chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on, and have the possibility of one day being the biggest disaster ever created.

I've been running around for the past year with absolutely no direction. I didn't know what I wanted. All I knew was that you were always there, always in my head. It's weird, yknow? the end of something that has taken so much time to get over is coming and you're so relieved that it's finally here but you still, for some reason want to hold on. Just for one more second.. just so it can hurt a little more.. After all, this problem has been your life for so long you're not sure if you'll be used to being free.
I won’t miss you. I won’t think about you. How can I miss you when you don’t even miss me? I give up. Stop making me feel this way; I don’t want to like you anymore. Leave me alone. I’m giving up on you because I know I will always be alone, I will never have you; you will never be mine. So just please stop doing whatever you do because it’s really taking a toll on me. So I’m giving up. You never know what happens tomorrow. buhbye.
im shutting my doors and putting my walls back up. im closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat. im blocking everything out again. because it's soo much easier than feeling something.
I'm fine. I mean, not that I'm over it just yet, but little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's easier, which means easier might be right around the corner.
I wish i was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what's right from wrong. I wanna be awwed at, even if what i'm doing isn't that cute. I want to be yelled at before i make the same mistakes again and i want to be held in someone else's arms while i cry my heart out.
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and on a lighter note,
saw this on msn yesterday. and i rofled literally LOL. couldnt help but print screen it :P damn that is funnyyyy hahahaha:
click to zoom. i think you can do that? :S
anyways byee
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