hi, i’m: NINA
how do you pronounce your name? ANIN
what is your age backwards? 51
how do you feel today? accomplished..is that a feeling LOL

friendship:
who are your best friend(s)? my gal paaalz
what friend do you tell EVERYTHING to? ^
what friend makes the most perverted jokes? hmm...dunno LOL
who do you talk to the most in person? people in my class xD

back to school:
what grade are you goin into? 11 D:
which period are you doing the best at? probably.....english..maybee history
which period are you doing the worse at? jap HAHA oh and maths :(
Which teacher do you fear the most? mr pollock LOL
are you changing to a new school this year? Nah
is someone else changing schools? No, ann is not. :)
who was your second grade crush? 2nd gradee..no one LOL

childhood:
what did you want your job to be? a teacherr
who is your favorite teacher out of all of them? miss bible ahah in year 1 :]
what was one reason you cried? eh dunnoz
what shows did you never want to miss? the old hi5

favorites:
chocolate: Cadbury or Lindt? Forrero Rocher :9
color: Yellow
shoe brand: Manyy
website: Lookbookie
theme park: Dunno never really been to one =/ seaworld? :L
instrument: piano. the banjo's pretty cool too
song: manys
what grade do you miss the most?: 8 :(
who’s the first friend that comes to your mind that you miss? rel and drez
what else do you miss? the innocence

lies:
ever signed up for those online dating sites? no
ever lied about your age? nopp
to impress someone? ..no?
to freeload? ......no
ever used someone? probably. SORRY

this or that:
crunchie or kitkatt: picnic :]
myspace or facebook: facebook
flowers or chocolate? Flowers and chocolate :)
watch the news or historical teachings? probably history stuff :$ haha
hold hands or kiss? both ;D
white chocolate or dark? white

random:
what color are your shoes? skin
what was the last theme park youve been to? dunno
name one thing you remember from history class: pollock bitching about N then praising us LOL
what mood are you in right now? meh
who was the last person you IMed? amy
who was the last person added on your Facebook: christine :O
who was the last person deleted on your Facebook: dunno
who did you last hang out with? myself LOL

Best:
1. Male Friend: jeff even though he's white
2. Female friend: ann amy chelle lucy lazz
3. Vacation: dunno
4. Memory: yr8 camp :)

Last:
1. Person you saw: mummaye
2. Talked to on the phone: sister
4. Messaged over MySpace: noone
5. IM’d: amy

Today:
1. What are you doing right now: not science
2. Wearing? nothin
3. Better than yesterday? ehh equal
4. Did you see the person you like? nope
5. What’s the weather? nightlike
6. What’s bothering you right now? not science
7.What is in your wallet? a million train tickets, buttons, like 15 bucks, $card, perfume cards other cards and a wad of old receipts
8. Wallpaper on your computer’s desktop? Flowers :L
9. Next time you will kiss someone? dunno
10. Where was your default picture taken? on an elevator :) oh fb i mean
11. Life: soso
12. House: too small
13. Doing this weekend? work, science probably LOL
14. Wearing? nothing
15. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Money D:
16. Listening to? Filo news eww haha
18. What do you smell like? Poo
19. Eating? Nothing
20. On your bed, what is your favorite thing? Pillow (Y) and my stuffed babies LOL
21. Do you believe in a soulmate? Idk
22. What do you wear to bed? jammies
23. Do you remember your dreams? Sometimess
24. Do you burn easily in the sun? Nah i just go black(er)
26. What’s something you wish you could understand better? boys, japanese, mathematics.
27. What did you do last weekend? work, not science LOL
28. Who do you miss? buds and others
29. Who is the last girl you hugged? ann manz
30. Who is the last boy you hugged? :(
31. Who was the last person you went somewhere with? i went to livo with myself (Y)
33. Have you kissed anyone on your top friends?..no
34. Last time you ate a home grown tomato? Nevarrh
36. What was the last thing you drank? Waterr
39. Do you like someone right now? More than
40. What do you wear more, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants? what are slacks anyway
41. What is the last movie you watched? umm. seven pounds? :L
42. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? coke :$, water, oj
43. What are you excited about? week 5 and later
44. Do you want someone you can’t have? Not really
45. Who was last to slap your butt? Dunnoooo. probably karen LOL
46. Where was the last place you went? Toilet (i was just kidding about smelling like poo btw)
47. What’s on your mind right now? science
48. Have you cried recently? maybay
49. If an unstoppable force comes across an immovable object, then what happens? then zombie bananas take over the world

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?
Nope

Ever had a near death experience?
Don't think so

Where’s your cell phone?
Right here

What is the last thing you thought about?
Plane crashes..stupid tv show

Do you regret anything?
Sorta

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?
Babys daddy.

What are you going to do this weekend?
Work, study, church, study

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Today? Ahaha (Y)

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
I prefer revenge but I never actually do it only think about it, cause I'm cool

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
Hahahha right.

Would you curse in front of your parents?
Nah

What kind of camera do you have?
Some shitty one

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
A party out of town

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Mm don't think so

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
Not too long ago

Who can you tell everything to?
A few peeps

Can you play guitar hero?
Dunno

Is any part of your body sore?
My feet :L

Missing someone right now?
Yeah

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
Probably

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
Not too long ago

Do you like your phone?
Yeahh

Last thing alcohol beverage?
None thanks

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
When i was a kid and i had nightmares i'd run into my parents room and sleep there..until they locked their door (U)

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
No

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
Hahaha ann cos her mum makes killer pho

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
SHES COOKING THE CHICKEN ADOBO THING THAT FILOS COOK LOL
LOL indeed. masterchef (Y)

When is your next road trip?
Dunno

What did you do on the weekend?
Work sleep study (nah kidding on the last one)

Met anyone new in the past week?
Yes actually (Y)

What do your bestfriends call you?
Nina, Ninz, you know the usual

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
(L)

Are you currently fighting with someone?
No

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Thursday omg

Who/What would you like to see right now?
A flamingo

Are you mad at someone right now?
More disappointed

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
Something sweet hehe

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
Mobilia

Is there an empty place in your heart?
Yeah but I spose you've always got to have that

Do you count down the days till anything?
Camp, Formal, end of stupid year 10

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
*look above

Have you ever been called a tease?
not that I know of

What are your chances of getting with your crush?
Hah

What is the farthest you’ve traveled with a friend?
Dunno :L

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
Sure

Anyone told you a secret this week?
Other way around

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Nope

Do you hate anyone?
Just dislike, nah just envy

Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing?
Dunnos

What do you want in your life right now?
Endless knowledge for exams

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
Sushi train today ahh fried prawn :'D

Did you tell someone something today?
Yeahh.

Do you trust people easily?
Yeah

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?
Blogging

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Fuck, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, for putting you through all that crap. The pain. Insecurity. Jealousy. I'm sorry I didn't care enough to see that you were going through HELL because of me. Why am I saying this all now? Because it finally got through to my big fat head that what I did was wrong, and now I'm paying the price. I know how you feel now. Like no matter how many times you're reassured, told that she means nothing, that you're the only one he loves you still can't help but feel that jealousy everytime you see them together. You feel so below her. Like she's so much better than you when really, she has got NOTHING on you. And when I say that I do mean myself, I have nothing on you. You're beautiful, you're great and me, I was this horrible bitch clinging onto anyone close enough because I was just too naive to see that it was time to move on. I hurt not only you, I hurt her and now I am going through what I deserve. I'm sorry for what I put you through. For what I did to the two of you, four of you, I regret it, so so deeply. I only wish for you to know how much remorse I feel for the person I was back then. A loser. Stuck in the past, when really I should've been looking to the future. Now I'm in shit.

i'm so sorry.

Haha well I was on Rosa's blog and I was reading her post on what Love means to her, and well haha guess I got inspired to do the same. Lol

Well, yeah.
I know we're young. And we're naive. People think that you know, being teenagers, we have absolutely no idea what love is. But that's just it, we're young. And we're still learning, about love, about caring for others. How can you learn without first making mistakes, without taking risks? You can't learn anything about love without experiencing it for yourself. You can't.. you can't think you know exactly what love is and you can't just assume it means something and only one thing.

People think that love comes with this big rule book, filled with all these regulations, laws that you HAVE to follow. And if you don't then it's not 'real' love. Well I think that love is real. Always. And saying that, I know that people take the word for granted. I know that some people throw it around all the time just to get what they want. Forget that. If you mean it, if you really love someone then they'll know it. And you'll know it. That's all that matters. It doesn't matter what other people think, do, say, NOTHING else matters except you and that person.

And well for me, love is exactly what you think it is. What you perceive it to be. Love is what you make of it. Love is what you put out there for that someone or those that you care about. It's caring, yeah. It's caring more for someone than you do for yourself. It's everything you expect it to be.

Dunno if that made sense haha.
byebyes

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