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OKAY HEREEEEE IT IS BUDDIES.

i look weird with eyeliner on LOLOL but i like this pic haha :)
......and that is all.
byebye xo

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Hiya :)
Bored haha. And you know what, JUST FOR YOU GUYYYYS. Another 10. hahahaha cos I stopped at 10 last time :P

11. I used to be really quiet. Like I used to be really reserved and shy, and I wouldn't talk much. And yeah. Now.. I am totally not (...most of the time). I hate getting comments on my report that say "Nina needs to participate more in class discussions" or "Nina is a quiet, conscientious student" LOL. To that I say psshhhh. Like in pass I used to not talk and now I talk too much LOL haha, andy was like "you used to not talk at all and now you don't stop" hahahahah. I'm so cool :)
12. I get really insecure. I compare myself to others, and I do get pretty self-conscious, though I don't really show it. I guess it's only human. I mean no-one's perfect right?
13. If you made me chose between shorts and jeans, and dresses and skirts, I'd choose dresses and skirts. Idk why, I just don't feel like I look good in shorts/jeans? LOL. I dunnoo. I feel pretty in dresses hahaha :). I guess that makes me pretty girly.. But I guess the fact that I haven't ever, and don't really ever plan on (unless on like my wedding and when I'm older? LOL) wearing make-up makes up for it (Hahahha pun :). Like omg, heard that year sevens wear eyeliner.. wtf.
14. Definitely a romantic. I love love :) I like cheese and corn! LOL. I want a love like The Notebook 8). Yeah I'm a dreamer aren't I :L.
15. Pet peeve #1 - untucked shirts LOL. Seriously, I don't like it hahaha. It looks so...untidy. Yuck. Haha :L Not saying that a guy has to like fully tuck his shirt in and look like a douchebag (ps. look up douche. it's funny), just like, yknow, I like it when guys tuck it in but sorta, loosely? Haha, yeah I'm weird xD. I hate it when the untuckedness pokes out from under jumpers too.
16. I talk to myself a lot.. Like when I regret doing something or other, and I walk away I go "omg wth why didn't you _____", and when someone is around or something I quickly switch to thinking to myself while like smiling on the outside LOL
17. I'd muchh prefer english/art/music to maths/science. I (unlike most people) don't like the idea of having like only 1 right answer, and no other solutions except that one. I'd rather believe that you know, part of the answer is how you interpret the question. And so really, there is no 'wrong' answer, only ones that are more..convinced? than others. Haha did that even make sense :S. Well, yeah. Guess that's why I like (and therefore am slightly better at :L) english, and not maths. :L
18. I think it's always the thought that counts. Like, for presents or whatever, I'd rather a simple, sweet card with a message in it or a scrapbook (which I got on my birthday tyyy lucy trantran ^^) as opposed to like, a big, expensive, flashy present. The gift is in the giver, always. :)
19. With me it's always the smallest things. It's the simple, small things that make my day, or the smallest gestures/actions make me smile. But then, often it's the tiniest, most seemingly insignificant things that upset me most. Because I'm weird like that.
20. I think too much into the future. I'm scared about leaving school, about other people leaving, about what I'm gonna do when I go to uni, about what I'm gonna be when I'm older. About whether I'm still going to have certain people in my life lets say 2, 3 years from now. I get really sad alot, because I'm always thinking about losing you. Silly huh? haha
There you go lizzie xD and robertt you poo LOL
WASN'T IT JUST FUN READING THAT? haha :L
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Might edit later.. put stuff on.. yeah. gotta shower now so yeah xD
bbl!

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Helloooo.
Bored heh. So I am..blogging, haha. Double post (or, triple?! hahahahaaa) , hopefully. Anywhoo I'm gonna talk about my day, cos you know, that's what you do when you're bored :P Well like my mum was feeling sick so we didn't go church this morning. Woke up at like 10.. ate food.. then went liek shopping for my daddo's birthday on tuesday! Haha so anyways when we like got to the shops I went atm to take out like some money and I didn't expect much to be in my acc, cos you know, yeah, LOL. But like when I checked I had like an extra 100 more bucks than I expected :O So I took out like 50 bucks :]. Mm went looking around.. my mum ended up getting like a cutting-shavey-set-thing for my dad LOL. And guess what I gottttt. I got the sweetest pair of brogues EVERRR. They have heels :) They were $20 :). They are my one true love right now. :) Ahahahah. Hm well tbh like half the shoes/clothes I buy I don't really think about how or where I'd wear them.. I just buy for the sake of it LOL, I'm terrible, I know. haha. So yeah, idk if I'll ever wear them out but yeah. Heh. Weeell anyways, that's pretty much all that happened that was interesting :L. Oh, I bought earphones too. Cos my phone ones dieddd, so now I have to use my yucky old ipod, which I only stopped using because my headphones kept dying. And yeah, thats a plural. I probably went through like 3 pairs of them.. zzz. Funny thing is, I bought the exact same ones that I kept getting before, that kept like breaking.. LOL oh well.

Anyway. I'm gonna go eat dinner.
I'll add onto this later.
And blog on other blogs

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yay for tumblr :]

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I'm so tired of dancing around these big words. I just want to be honest with you. But do you think we're ready for that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it changes things, and it complicates things. Are you sure you're ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?
I realised many things today :L

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Haha hi!
Just felt like blogging :L Prob cos I'm blogging on xanga too, felt like multitasking :D
Sorry bloggerrr, but I think that I just (L) xanga more than you. :O
LOL. Idk hahah, prob cos I kinda get things off my chest and let it out and stuff there, and I can be all lovey-dovey or emooo or happy or whatever. And people get it? haha, idk. People subscribe too :D I love getting randoms's comments. LOL. 200 subs nearly :]

Bahahahah anyways, MOVING ON FROM XANGAA. I'm bored.. LOL. Maths test was ehhh, I made heaps of really dumb mistakes though, oh well.. hahaa. Well, yeah I don't really have much to blog about tbh, just felt like blogging something :D I'm so cool. Today was ok :) THAT RHYMES HAHAHA. But I stabbed myself with my badge too many times at work tday.. Like ow much :( And my butt hurts, I have this like green bruise on it LOL T_T Oh well heh

QUIZ TIME YAY stole it of mabel, HBD (she wont even read this LOL)

ahahah this is for you karen ily LOL :D

1) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
Great starting question, getting right into it LOL. Umm it takes time I guess?

2) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeaah, but the heart is a strong thing :)

3) Are you a romantic?
I love love

4) Do you believe that you can change someone?
Mmm I'd like to think so hahaha

5) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
I dunno, in some really picturesque elegant church or something heh :D

6) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Depends how much I believe in my point of argument LOL

7) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
Errr idk :L

8) Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
Hmm nah not really, I wished for someone but it alas it was not meant to be. No-one's fault of course :)

Best
1. Male Friend: Hm I will say, jeff xie and steven, I'm not really close to guys though hahaha LOL. they barely count as guys anyway :D KIDDING
2. Female Friend: F4! And larry, amz, jannice, many others :]
3. Vacation: Hmm idk, last time I went overseas, in year 8 I MISS IT :(
4. Memory: Lotsssss. SCIENCE LESSONS IN YR 9 LAUGHING WITH AMY HAHA. Jump Rope for Heart, pass major (L). HOCKEY. Valentine's day this year, jeffrey c, LOL haha, good times. Musicaaal. Maths with arrioles in yr 9. Country Fair. Crying in rain last year, + brainstorming ways to move on ie. writing down names on board then rubbing them out violently HAHA LUCY. oh and GONE A-PEEING. LOL. haha, I have lots of memories. That's just the ones I can think of right now

Worst
1. Time of day: Hmm probably when I just woke up, and wanna go back to sleepies
2. Day of the week: Hmm.. yeah Saturday.. idk why, haha probably cos it's always boring and uneventful + work
3. Food: ....nina loves ALL food. except the yucky stuff, like eyes and liver and organs and yeah LOL
4. Memory: Hmm idk. I treasure them all tbh, good or bad. So yeah

Last
1. Person you saw: My mum ? :L
2. Talked to on the phone: steven for like a minute LOL you tha bomb (Y)
3. Text: sister
4. Messaged over Facebook? ..Amy/Jannice? LOL

Today
1. What are you doing right now? thisss
2. Wearing?: Hurlystone trackies + tee and cardi? haha :)
3. Better than yesterday? Mm meh xD
4. Did you see the person you like? Yeah, I saw you. yeah thas right YOUU READER/S. ;D love you's :D
5. What’s the weather? Night-like?

Tomorrow
1. Is: Double science
2. Got any plans? School? :L
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: Hmm.. probably jap LOL, sorry jap people, I just totally have lost my interest in it HOW FREAKY WOULD IT BE IF MS HEWETT SAW THIS LOL. but she won't. :)

Favorite
1. Number: hmm. 20 :D
2. Song: Lots and lotsss dear
3. Season: spring (L)
4. Cartoon: Arthur :D

Currently
1. Missing someone: Mmm nah
2. Mood: Tired xD
3. Wanting: YOU ;D
4. Listening to: Nothingg

True or False
I am a morning person: Veryy false
I am an only child: False
I am currently in my PJ’s: THEY WILL BE MY PJS, LOL
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: False
I can be paranoid at times: True
I currently regret something that I have done: False
I curse frequently: Tralse
I enjoy country music: Indifferent
I enjoy hip hop: Tralse
I enjoy techno/trance: False
I enjoy talking on the phone: Tralse, depends who
I have a hidden talent: True ;D
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: True, haha
I have all my grandparents: False
I have at least one brother and/or sister: True, I have 2 in fact
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: LOL yeah..
I have changed a diaper: Narh
I have changed a lot over the past year: True, yes I have. I have grown :) Emotionally and crap
I have done something illegal: Falsee i think
I have had major/minor surgery: True, mm minor, got bone marrow out for a test when I was like 8.. to see if i had Leukemia? arrr, yeah, I have a scar :D I'LL SHOW YOU IF YOU ASK :D LOL
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: Truee
I have had the cops called on me: Falsettooo

Single or Taken: Singleee
Eye color: Brown?
Hair: Black, semi-ranga in the sun (Y) LOL
Height: Liek, 155 ...
Righty or lefty: LEFTIE
Can you make a dollar in change right now? I can make 2, in fact :)

anyway, NIGHTTTT

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Staring through a window, standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight. I want to be like them. But I'll mess it up again.

Sometimes I feel so full of love, it just comes spilling out. It's uncomfortable to see, I give it away so easily. But if I had someone I would do anything. I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone. I won't, I won't leave you, on your own.

But who am I to dream? Dreams are for fools who let you down.

Haha. So work wasn't that bad after all.
I'm slowly getting more and more shifts though hm..
Ah well, $$.

WELL. I have to go finish ag. Idk why I'm even blogging now there's like no point :L
TODAY I WENT SHOPPING AND DIDN'T BUY ANYTHING. Miracle, right? Haha. Man, I'm losing myself. Like all the things that I used to love don't..interest me anymore? Zz. I dunno why, but I'd like to get back to being myself now :( Garrh. Wtf is happening to meee. HELUPP. I hope I am not headed into another breakdown. Cos I can't handle those. The last time.. rawr the last time was awful. Don't want another. Save me. Yeah you.

GAH. GOING. BYE
x

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"At some point you just get used to being alone. You get used to relying on yourself and nobody else; you get used to the solitude, you get used to making every single decision on your own with no other around to influence you. You get used to it, you get used to loving yourself and no-one else. But what happens when all that is mixed and muddled about with the arrival of someone new?"

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(1) Shoe Size: 7 and a half :)
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Uhh straight
(3) Single? Yesirree
(4) Want to be: Yeah, happy :)
(5) Your birthday: March 20th !
(6) Age You Wish You Were: ....I like this one heh
(7) Your height: ..Like 154cm LOL :(
(9) The color of your eyes: Brown
(10) The color of your hair: Black with a Red/Purple/Ranga/Brown tinge D:
(11) Piercings? Earies
(12) Tattoos? Noope

D O Y O U . . .
(13) Smoke? No
(14) Do drugs? No
(15) Read the newspaper? Not really
(16) Pray? Yep
(17) Talk to strangers? Sometimes? :L
(18) Take walks in the rain? Depends I guess
(19) Drive? Nop
(20) Like to drive fast? Yeah, I live my life in the fast lane brah

H A V E Y O U E V E R . .
(21) Hurt yourself? Yes
(22) Been out of the country? No
(23) Been in love? Define love
(24) Done drugs? Not the illegal ones :)
(25) Gone skinny dipping? No
(26) Had a surgery? Yeah
(27) Ran away from home? No
(28) Played strip poker? No :L
(29) Gotten beaten up? No
(30) Been picked on? Yeah
(31) Been on stage? Yess
(32) Slept outdoors? Year 8 Camp anyone? :D
(33) Had a best friend? Yep
(34) Pulled an all-nighter? Not a full one 
(35) If yes, what is your record? Like 3:30/4 LOL I fail I know 
(36) Talked on the phone all night? Nope
(37) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? ..No
(38) Slept all day? Nearly
(39) Killed someone? Nope
(40) Made out with a stranger? No.
(41) Had sex with a stranger? No.
(42) Kissed the same sex? On the cheek? LOL
(43) Done anything sexual with the same sex? ..No
(44) Been betrayed? In a way
(45) Broken the law? No
(46) Met a famous person? No
(47) Been on radio/TV ? Nope
(48) Been in a mosh-pit? SOCIAAL LOL
(49) Had a nervous breakdown? Yep
(50) Been criticized about your sexual performance? ...No
(51) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah
(52) Shoe brand? err... I love Billy (H)
(53) What are you normally wearing to school/work? Winter Uniform (Y)
(54) Wear hats? Only at work
(55) Judge other people by their clothing? No....t entirely
(56) Wear make-up? Never
(57) Favorite places to shop? Anywhere with sales 8)
(58) Favorite article of clothing? Manyy hahahha :)
(59) Are you trendy? I'd like to think I am but I'm quite lame too so I guess I'm normal :P

B E L I E F S
(60) Believe in life on other planets?: Nope
(61) Miracles?: Yeah
(62) Astrology? Nah but it's interesting to read :L
(63) Magic?: Nahh
(64) God?: Yeah
(65) Satan?: Yes
(67) Ghosts?: I guess
(68) Luck?: Yes
(69) Love at first sight?: I believe in love?
(70) Yin and Yang?: Yeahh
(71) Witches?: Nah
(72) Easter bunny?: Nope
(73) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yeaah
(74) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Yep :)
(75) Do you wish on stars? Yes

L O V E and all that J A Z Z
(76) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Yeah tbh LOL
(77) Do you remember your first love?: I'm not sure it was but for the sake of this then sure
(78) Still love him/her?: Not in that way?
(79) Do you consider love a mistake? Never ever
(80) What do you find romantic?: Chivalry 8)
(81) Turn-on? Manners :P kindness
(82) Turn-off? Apathy I guess
(83) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: Noope
(84) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Hmm to be fair yeah, but I probably wouldn't ever cos I'm a chicken :L
(85) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: ..No, everyone is beautiful in their own way =)
(86) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Dunno do I, I'm not a guy LOL. 
(87) What is best about the opposite sex? I agree with Ebs heh. But I guess it's how they can make you smile in a way no-one else can :) (Yes I'm smiling LOL)
(88) What's the last present someone gave you? .....Honestly can't remember anything til way back then on my bday LOLL
(89) Are you in love? Love takes time :O 

W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N . . .
(90) You laughed at? Mattie..idk why, FOR BEING GAY HA HA
(91) Make you cry? Someone?
(92) Hold your hand? Honestly cannot remember. :( LOL
(93) Tell you a joke? Err idk
(94) Tell you they loved you? NO ONE LOVES ME :'(
(95) Call you?: Sister

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HEYTHERE!

I feel like blogging :)
Hmm. Probably cos I'm like on a high. Because I finallyyyyyyyyyy finished english speech. LOL. Hopefully I'm not gonna do it on Wednesday though.. cos my throat is seriously like acting up and I'm all coughy coughy, and so therefore I will probably have numerous coughing fits whilst attempting my speech, because I'll be so nervous I won't be able to breathe so then I will start choking and coughing. (Y) LOL. Oh and I will be much much more comfortable doing my speech in front of 10O. Cos I love you guys like that :D heheh.

OMG I have to show you guys something HAHA. Well cos we're doing coaching in PASS atm, and yeah we're gonna (ME SHIRLS AND CEE :D) be doing ours tomorrow. So I decided to like you know get uber pro awards for uber pro's :) LOL. Ps. We're doing hockey (Y)















AHAHAHAHHAHAA. :D:D:D It's so prettyful and yeah ^^
I'm so gonna miss pass class next year :( PE is gonna be so gay without Shirls! And Ann! AND JEFF OMG LOLL. :(

Anyway. Hahahahahah can't get over that ^ xD
Hmmmm. I dunno what to talk about, haha :L
OMG Jeans for Genes Day on..Friday?
= IDK WHAT TO WEAR. LOLLL.
Jeans, obviously :)
hmm.... *thinks* haha ok NOT TELLING. LOL. Man are you bored yet reader/s? xD What a crappy blog :P

Ok I am bored, LOL. Going to bed bed now :)
Goodnight my dears ^^

xox

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