ahahaa did sport science media conference today. man my drawing thing on the board was sooo dodgy :L. and i brought cupcakes too xD though, they were just for everyone in general :) cos i love you guys!!
stupid brendan. ate THREE of my cupcakes --" the last one was for MATTIE! bitch! LOL

well. new month, new season, new me .
movie arvo today. well .. eh, it was alright, apart from the fact that where i was sitting (or laying, rather :L) gave me the perfect view to something that i did not want to see.. --" lol ohhhhh well who cares? me.
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one.
You just have to be happy. If you are, everything else will fall into place.

two.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important, it's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your emotions or they control you.
I've learned that sometimes I just need to be held.
I've learned that i may actually need you.

three.
There's a little truth behind every just kidding.
A little curiosity behind every just wondering.
A little knowledge beholds every I don't know.
And a little emotion behind every I don't care,
A little white lie behind every I'm okay.

four.
Just cause you're single,
doesn't mean you have to be alone. (:

five.
I know it's not realistic.
It's not even practical.
It doesn't make any sense.
But for some reason,
I can't stop thinking about you.

six.
Now that's frustrating, when what your brain
tells you, you want & what you actually want don't
match up. It's exhausting. &, well, it's complicated.
But that's life.
(Grey's Anatomy)

seven.
dear girl,
i think it's time for you to let go of him. he has hurt you and i too much. just let the memories fade, it's time to leave him behind. i know it'll be hard, but it's for the best... trust me. remember: always follow me and everything will be fine.
love always, your heart.
-i like this one.

eight.
She may be young, but she's not naive.
She hasn't been through much,
but she knows what hurt feels like.

nine.
Stay mad as long as you can.
Because once you're not mad anymore,
it hurts. It hurts like hell and once it hurts
that bad, you can't make yourself mad anymore.

ten.
It's time to let you go. It's time to say good-bye.
No more excuses, no more tears to cry.
There have been so many changes. I've been so confused.
All the time I never knew. I want you to be happy.
But it's so hard to let you go now, with all that could have been.
I'll always have the memories.
She'll always have you. Fate has a way of changing
just when you don't want it to. Throw away the chains.
Let it fly away. Till it comes again. I'll be okay.

eleven.
Just because I have to let you go
doesn't mean that I won't think about you every step I take away from you.

twelve.
So here's to loving him while he's loving her.

thirteen.
Now my head is racing worse than before.
My heart is breaking and I'm feeling so torn.
Stuck between letting go and holding on.
Who knew this decision could take so long?

fourteen.
Nothing's changed between you and me.
I guess we're exactly how we're meant to be.
As much as it hurts,
it's okay.
I'm still the way that I've always been,
just another friend.
And you, you're still the one
and you've always been.
But I think I came a little too late,
'cause you have her,
and I can't cheat fate.

fifteen.
I don't know how, I don't know why.
It's just when I think it's over,
my heart puts up a fight.

sixteen.
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow.
We must fall in order to know. Sometimes our visions clear
only after our eyes are washed away with tears.

seventeen.
I'm such a sucker for those eyes.
They've got me permanently paralyzed.
You have my heart under attack.
You give me shivers down my back.
Do you have to walk the way you do?
I get weak just watching you.
- .. um yeahh..

eighteen.
No school book will ever teach you how
to love yourself, no teacher will ever tell
you how to heal, and no class can help you
learn how to brush yourself off and try again.
life changes on a daily basis..
every minute every hour.
still, we try to save it.
and she falls down trying.
yeah she falls down crying.
it's hard to grow up in a society where you
will never be the pretty girl. Everyone
seems to have everything you don't. & dreams
are always one cloud away from where you are.

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sighs.

'cause yeah, i'm stuck here at the crossroads;
caught up between letting you go and holding on.
and i dont know what to do.
the best thing to do would probably be to let you go
but the thing is i honestly don't want to.
its making it harder everyday. to just pretend i don't see
something that is right in front of me, i choose to push all the
pain and the tears; all the thoughts of you to the back of my mind,
lingering, 'cause i really don't ever want to forget about you.
it's driving me crazy.
=/

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