i'm so boredddddddd. no school today :( sighh i was gonna go but then i thought i should rest and get better for country fair so yeahh :L anywayss.. sorry michelle :P gotta post ;

man i got so. damn. angry on wednesday. ughhhhhh!
like asljkadjlksdfncxfds seriously, what a piss off. freaking selfish bitch --"
oh, and sorry for slamming the door in english 9O :L
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1/ You put on a good show but I'd be willing to bet
that you're suffering more than you let anyone see.
- edward cullen | twilight

2/ we don't talk anymore and i can't understand why
it's like you gave me wings, then told me it's illegal to fly

3/ and i know it sounds confusing,
but at that moment, i just wanted
to walk out of the room i was in,
sit down in the middle of the hall
way, and cry, just cry.
-- but i made it all the way to the toilets :L

4/ i'd like to wish all my troubles away,
but nothing besides troubles come easy.

5/ kept on hoping we could find a way to make it real.
i tell myself it's getting better when it never will.
it's so hard to tell you so, but i'm letting go.

6/ something good always comes out of something bad
and when you're down you can only go up.
you can't always control everything
and it's only going to happen if it was meant to.

7/ He's just a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him,
and she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.

8/ You're my friend, and I still find myself falling for you.
Of course you'll never know, but just promise me
that we'll be friends for a long time.
'Cause right now, I can't see myself living without you.

9/ the hardest thing in the
world is listening to the
guy you love talking about
the girl you wanna be.

10/ Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime.

11/ i don't want to feel empty inside anymore.

12/ Almost everyone you know, without exception,
has their heart all wrapped around someone
who will never love them back.

13/ My theory is that maybe,
if I keep my distance,
you'll start to miss me.
But so far, we're just
growing farther apart.

14/ I hate how we never hang out anymore
and how we were great friends.
I hate how you'll never talk to me,
but then you'll talk heaps with my best friends.
I hate how whenever I see you, you don't see me.
I hate when I have something to say online,
your only response is, "Cool."
And boy, do I hate it when you make me smile.

15/ It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

16/ True friends is; you cry, i cry.
You fight, i fight. You jump off a bridge...
i get a paddleboat and save your stupid ass. (:

17/ sometimes you gotta try
your hardest not to care no
matter how much you really do.

18/ always hold your head up high, even if
on the inside you'e about to cry. pretend
that nothing's wrong at all. close your eyes
before you fall. if you can't see it, it's not there.

19/ so we fall for stupid boys
we make lots of dumb mistakes
we like to act stupid,
talk really fast, & laugh really loud
but us teenage girls,
we're really good at one thing :
staying strong.

20/ take me to an empty field;
let me scream it all out,
and then maybe it will all go away.

21/ The only thing worse than a break down,
is a public breakdown.
When everyone witnesses your lowest moments

22/ sometimes the smallest things are the hardest
things to do. like clicking on his screename and
just saying "hey."

i really don't know what i'm supposed to do. =/ any suggestions? someone? anyone? :(

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