ehh. bored. i've been bored all day TT"

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one.
but you can reason with yourself all day,
and still have butterflies in your stomach.

two.
trust me, i know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower,
so no one can hear you, and waiting for everyone
to fall asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to
hurt so bad you just want it all to go away.
I know exactly how it feels.

three.
I'll just bite my lip, and pretend I've gotten over you.

four.
I decided that enough is enough. Since you obviously don't care about me, I'm going to move on. Easier said than done, I suppose; because at the end of the day, I'm still staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Just look at what you've done to me.

five.
Well, your eyes are puffy.
Which, from experience, screams textbook crying eyes.
You have your hair up,
Which means you're probably not planning on impressing any boys today.
I'd say you're nursing a hell of a broken heart.
And not the school-girl crush kind.
You're dealing with the real thing.
(One Tree Hill. i don't really like oth, but the quote is good :L)

six.
"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them."

seven.
i want to let go
and to know,
that i'll be alright..

eight.

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride, and its not about how you appear, and it's not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind in confidence for the future. Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself free.

nine.
Laugh when you can,
apologize when you should,
and let go of what you can't change.

ten.
a good friend will talk with you about
a boy you’re thinking about, but a best
friend will blurt out "she likes you & wants to bang you!"
right to his face
LOLOL.

eleven.
No matter what happens, life still goes on.
You have to know that. Stop hanging on. Let go & move on.

twelve.
I keep telling myself that it's going to be okay, that we will talk, that we will be friends. I'm not so great at this whole optimism act, cause I'm still crying myself to sleep every night.

thirteen.
I need to come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one, maybe, but he's not mine. I don't need to do things to make him care. If he wanted to, he would.

fourteen.
so hope for the best, prepare for the worst;
expect nothing, and you'll never get hurt.

fifteen.
I believed for awhile, I couldn't make it
without you. But I realized, I will, I'll heal myself.
Everything will always turn out okay.

sixteen.
a hug is the perfect gift. one size fits all.
; so hug me and neeeeever let go :)

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wowsers. i haven't done one of THESE in a while :D

If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
err. if it was ..sttuufff related? er.. idk? well i dont really talk to guys about deep personal stuff so yeah.. :L

Who is the first girl you go to?
ann, michelle

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
depends who.

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
afternoons :L

Which year has been the best so far?
last year? towards the end of last year <3 :(

Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
yeah, i found TWO dollars :O LOL

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
no.

Break someones heart or have your heart broken?
umm idk? i wouldn't say broken, but its been hurt

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night

When was the last time you did the dishes?
this morning TT"

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
nope

Three feelings at the moment?
confused, hungry (is that a feeling? :L) and confuseddd

What are you scared of?
the dark, being alone

Are you thinking of someone right now?
lol i guess so

What are you looking forward to?
school ..

What did you do the last time you were home alone?
tv (H)

Are you tanned?
chyeah. i'm filo what do you expect :L

Do you get jealous easily?
eh.. i guess so --"

How good is your eyesight?
not really good at all :L

Worst part about hugs?
-thinks- ... i got nothing. LOL. OH. letting go :(

When was the last time something bothered you?
last wednesday :L like not this one last one

What is your current mood?
confusededededed :S

Last person you hung out with?
.. train people? paige, lana, corinne

What sport do you enjoy watching?
nrl and tennis <3

Could you date someone who was gay?
uhh no? wtf? oO"

Whats the last thing someone said to you? who was ?
my dad told me to order chinese :)

What is the last thing you thought about?
stuff.. and ann.. other stuff.. :S

How do you feel about your hair right now?
its gay TT" needa re-straighten, or perm

What do you miss most about the past?
ionno.. the good times :'/

Has anyone told you a secret this week?
lol yeah but not theirs someone elses ;D LOL

Do you get along better with men or women?
chicks before dicks!

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
uhh yesterday..

Who was the last person to make you cry?
lol some bitch. :L

Are you jealous of anyone?
yeah i suppose so.

Do you have a best friend?
i have many :)

What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
they're funny and they don't bitch and they listen to yours lol xD

- Ever liked someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend ?
not exactly

- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds ?
lool how would i know (H)

- Are you happy with your life right now?
ehh its alrightt

- Do you wish you could have changed things?
kinda

-- How many bestfriends do you have?
too many ;D LOL

- Do you trust them?
yeah i do <3 :)

- Do you like anyone right now?
loool you tell me

- Whats one thing you wish you could have?
if i tell you it wont come true :P

- Are any of your friends birthdays this week?
kelvin! today! hbd! LOL

- Do you like people?
erm, yeah?

- Is there someone you wish you could see more?
yeah.

- Do you have all your friends phone numbers memorized?
no i only know aashana's LOL

- Do you have a cellphone?
uh yeah :L

- What always makes you feel better?
chocolateeee

- Name someone you go to when your upset. Do they help you?
umm. michelle? ann? yessssum they do

- Are you a trustworthy person?
i would like to think so :L

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