hmmm. not much to say anymore :L i dunno why.
bear with me.

i don't think i can keep up with how i feel about you anymore.
it's eating away at me and its
killing
me.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh.

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one.
it's hard to wait around for something
you know will never happen.
it's even harder to stop when
that thing is EVERYTHING
you want.

two.
it's in the simple sound of your voice
that makes me feel like flying

three.
The truth is;
she misses him even though
he was never technically hers.
and really, that's what makes it so unbearable.

four.
i sit and wonder,
just what went wrong?

five.
sometimes all you need is a hug
& someone to tell you
everything is going to be all right,
even if it isn't.

six.
if you can't get through it,
go around it.

seven.
Did you know she hates it
when she goes a whole day
without speaking to you.

eight.
I don't know if i love you, hate you, want you, or need you.
But i do know i hate the feeling i get when i'm not with you.

nine.

Why can't we have what we desire? It seems as though that's the only thing we can't have. My heart doesn't hurt from desolation; my heart hurts from yearning your presence. I'm begging for a miracle tonight, baby; I'm staying up waiting for something that probably won't happen. I wish I had it all. If only you know half the feelings that I keep inside; if only you understood.

ten.
I wanted you to fight for me
I wanted you to say that there was no one you'd rather be with
I wanted you to say that you wanted me
but you don't always get what you want, do you?

eleven.
hate is a strong word,
but so is love. and people throw
that around like its nothing.

twelve.
and sometimes the smallest things
get made into the biggest problems.
and the dumbest things
are what hurt people the most.
and the effects from these things
are what ruins everything.

thirteen.
..So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fail, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances passed them by, why they didn't take the road less traveled. Those people aren't you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, & in transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. & it will be electric, & I promise you it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your bones. & go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning remembering that. & then...keep going.
(:


fourteen.
It's like I'm secretly broken, without the broken feeling.
There's just something in me that I know is misplaced,
but I don't know what it is.

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ahahaha .

1) What is your name?
john

2) Do you find it annoying when surveys ask for your name?
yes :L

3) What do you plan to buy in the future?
the whole world :P

4) How many pairs of Converse do you own?
3

5) There is a mummy standing behind you. What do you do?
go find brendan fraser. ahahaha LOL :)

6) What do you think of Miley Cyrus?
i don't really like her .. but i love hannah montana (the show)! :D

7) Do you tend to think that you are always right?
yeah, fo sure

8) Top Five Favorite Songs:
umm .. right now; a thousand goodbyes - rl / thunder - blg / droplets - colbie callait & jason reeves / dreaming with a broken heart - john mayer / kiss the rain -yiruma :)

9) What was your favorite toy as a child?
barbieee. OHH and all my stuffed penguin toys. i still love em :)

10) Have you thought more about your funeral, or your wedding?
umm. probably wedding.. o_o

11) Dinosaurs or Unicorns?
dinosaurs :D unicorns are unoriginal. like, they're horses with a horn, wtff LOL

12) Do you play the Sims 2?
nahh :L

13) The Wii or Xbox 360?
wii!

14) Team Demi/Selena or Team Miley?
team zac efron (L)

15) Do you know many Emily’s?
no lol

16) What do you think of the Jonas Brothers?
they homo. YEAH THATS RIGHT MICHELLE, HOMOOOOO! :)

17) Do you enjoy surveys?
somehow.. :L

18) What do you hear at the moment?
peter wallace LOL. YAY BRONCOS!

19) Why do you think so many people love myspace?
nfi, i don't :L

20) What do you think of people who do illegal drugs?
they cuh-raaazy D:

21) Do you watch the Olympics?
lol yeahhh 8) for the hot guys brilliant athletes.. :)

22) What are your top five favorite stores?
ohhhhhkkk, general pants / valleygirl / myer / cotton on / dotti (loveee the dresses there :)

23) What did you think of Panic at the Disco taking out the exclamation point in their name?
i liked the ! :(

24) Have you ever been to Minnesota?
..no

25) What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen on TV?
idkk

26) Do you watch infomercials when there is nothing on?
lol sometimes :L

27) Have you ever gone camping?
mia 07 count? ahhh good times :/

28) What is your current job? If you are applying anywhere, where?
being irresistible. its a full time-job (H) i want a job though D: but i cbb LOL. okkkk on the holidays. i swearrr.
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