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Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you're gonna see him with one of his new girlfreinds. Don't let him get to you because that, well that's exactly what he wants. Don't give him what he wants. He doesnt even deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you; do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway?Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close; he will realise how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realise the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don't you sit there thinking he won't be sorry I know you are. But I guarantee you now; he will be sorry. So don't go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you're never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, he does it out of spite just because he knows it's killing you. I know it's gonna hurt. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing you're not the girl that's making him smile. Knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing theres not gonna be any more late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he's got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn't tell you. You're soon gonna realise he doesn't care about you anymore and he won't be the first person you call when you're upset. He won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah its gonna hurt; But you know what you're gonna do? Your'e gonna hold your head up. You're gonna show him you're better than him and you dont need him in your life. You're gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go. That you never really needed him anyway.

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Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Probably haha

How was last night overall?
It was ok..? :L

Who did you last ride in the car with?
Sisters

Your sister tells you she's in jail, what do you say?
Shame. LOL

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
Yeah man!

Would you rather go camping or to a nice hotel?
Depends :)

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
Nah I'm cool. So don't want the lisp. And it looks very painful

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Nope.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes?
Yeahh that would be yucky..

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Hahaha dreaming of me :P

How many people do you trust fully?
2

When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
Sleep, text..LOL

Are you happy right now?
Yeahh

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd give me the look of shame LOL sif i'd get one anyway

What are you listening to right now?
Awake - Secondhand Serenade

What did you have for breakfast?
Noodles :D

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Boy

Where did the shirt you are wearing come from?
Err big w LOL 8)

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Not even if your life depended on it.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Sure hope so

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeahh.. but ah well we're still cool I guess

What were you doing last night?
Facebook LOL

How do you feel about your hair right now?
My hair is so unmanageable >:(

Who are you dating?
Haha wouldn't you like to know :)

Where do you think your number one is right now?
In bed LOL

Are you texting anyone?
Only to say happy birthday hehe

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Laying in bed

So what do you want for your birthday?
Its ages away xD

Have you ever kissed anyone named Jason?
Uhh nah man

Is it okay to like someone else when you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
No

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Sometimes

When is the last time you had pizza?
Hmm.. last weeek ? :L

If you had the chance to have your face put on a quarter, would you?
Sure. LOL

Yellow fingernail polish: yes or no?
Sure why not

Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
Mother

What do you hear?
Seventeen Forever LOL

What'd you cry bout the last time you cried?
Haha, stupid mark. Yeah I'm pretty asian huh :L

What kind of mood are you in?
I'm not tired D:

Do you keep your distance?
Sometimes

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If solitude is really what you want then well, I won't stand in your way any longer. If that's what you want, then you can have it, I only want you to be happy. Will you ever be? And if all I am is nothing but a 'loss' for you then I'll go? Just know I will never want to. I'm here okay. With you, no matter what - even if all you say is that you regret ever letting me in in the first place. Sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be? Sorry.

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How much has changed since a year ago today?
Lotsssss

Were you happier now or then?
Now

What book would you say is a "must-read"?
Umm. The Notebook :)

Which friend are you closest to?
A fair few

Do you feel awkward often?
Haha yes 

Would you rather be blonde or brunette?
Black LOL

Do you wear zip up or regular hoodies more?
Umm. I don't really wear hoodies heh, cardigans woo

What is your favorite store to shop at?
Bardot sale rack 8D 

What smell reminds you of something in the past?
Baby smell :L

Have you ever intentionally pissed someone off?
Duh

Are you a fan of Will Smith?
Yes :)

Are you open-minded?
I'd like to think so

Do you tend to be curious about a lot?
A lot? What LOL

Are you still trying to find happiness?
I think I found it, for now

Do you wear jeans in the summer?
If its..cold.. or I'm having a bad legs day LOL!

What state do you live in?
Nsw

What was your best vacation?
SKI CAMPPPPPPP 

What school year will you never forget?
Dunno

Have you ever claimed to be something you're not?
Yeah prob

Is letting go really as hard as it seems?
Usually

What application on facebook do you use the most?
None really.. nowadays :L

What would be the hardest thing to face right now?
A brick wall LOL (Y)

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i feel like shit. i don't know why. and i can't talk to anyone about it cos 1. i don't know what it is, and 2. my life is pretty much going great compared to others's.. or so they think? i dunno.