ahh hello again :)
feels like i havent blogged blogged in ages. xD likee, just about my life and school and suchh hah :L soo that is what i shall do. just causee i'm so awesome haha

weeeelllll school... idk. its gay? LOL. well its okaaay.
i guesss. well i'm like. pretty happy i guess. finally realised some things will never change, however much you want them to. and some things just... change for the betterr. and some things will never be the same. and some things are just stupid thoughtless little pricks. LOL.

so anyways. today was english thingo. haha so how did everyone think they went? i reckon it was.. alright? D: but i don't wanna jinx myself or anything so i shall just move on to another topic haha. :L

ahahah our pe dance. is like so fail right now LOL. anddd i have to like full do these retarded sharpay moves ROFLL. it will be funn i guess :L

hmmmmmm. i can't think of anything to talk about now. LOL.
.............ooohhh pass excursion next thursday (/friday? i dont even know? o_o) ahahah. it's one day before my bdaaay, so i'm gonna like, try and get as many people to shout stuff for me as possible. HAHA i'm so cool. :)

anywhoo, speaking of my birthdaaaay.
i have decided. to write a list :D ahahah.
see there's the material things, and the priceless things (or low cost. LOL) - i think i'd kinda prefer the priceless things :) but hey, whatever floats yo boattt

material
- pretty clothes. HAHA
- knee hi boots!
- a double breasted trench. ROFL
- CREDITT!! i havent had any for.. SO LONG -sniffs- :L
- or maybe...A NEW IPOD!!!! idk wtf happened to mine *sighs* :'(

priceless
- the biggerest longest most love-filled hug EVERR hehe. props to whoever gets me that =D
- the love of my lifeeee! (initials JC. ROFLOL HAHAHA kidding :)
- a giganormous photo album with pics of my loveded onesss (L). oh and with room for me to add more pix toooo =)
- a SURPRISE PARTY! maybe? hahaha nah kidding xD
- a cardddd. tbh i'd be so so happy with a card, signeded by everyoneeeee.

anywho. i must go eat dinner now. LOL
BYEBYE
xo

Labels: birthday, miscellaneous

AHA. i was bored :)

1. Taken the blame for something you didn't do? yeah probably
2. Stayed up all night by yourself? not all night
3. Stayed up all night with other people? nahh
4. Drank something from straight out of the carton? yessssum
5. Felt like you were going to die? yeah
6. Made up an excuse not to hang out with someone? yeah. LOL
7. Was forced to have sex/was raped? no?
8. Burst into tears for no apparent reason? yeah
9. Eaten a whole pie or cake by yourself? NEARLY!! :L
10. Waited an entire night for someone to call? nah
11. Got stood up on a date? noooope
12. Fell asleep in the movie theaters? nearly... @ benj button. LOL. i was tired D:
13. Let your friend borrow more than $50 from you? nopee
14. Spilled a whole bowl of burning hot water on yourself? no? thankfully :L
15. Spent the entire day on the computer doing surveys? not..doing surveys?
16. Looked through old photographs? yeahhs
17. Felt sad just because you heard someone else's name in a conversation? yess
18. Starting reading a book that was so terrible you couldn't finish it? yeah. LOL either that or i just cbb .. :L
19. Lost your voice for more than a day? suprisingly no :L
20. Spilled a drink on someone else? probableeey
21. Watched a marathon of your favorite TV show? yes!
22. Done the 5000 question survey? ...hell no O_O
23. Had a wish come true? umm don't think soo
24. Had a miracle come true? nah
25. Someone said something you didn't think was true but agreed just because they're cool? sif.
26. Or something else stupid like that just to get more people to like you? aziffffff. well i hope i havent.. TT"
27. Partied so much you couldn't remember what happened the night before? noo?
28. Screwed up with someone so badly they haven't talked to you since to this day? no
29. Spun around until you were dizzy and fell over? yeah. its fun xD
30. Peed your pants past the little kid ages? yeah. LOL many times. from laughing so much :')
31. Known/know someone with a terrible disease? no..? D:
32. Babysat for the most annoying kids in the world? no :L
33. Enjoyed yourself doing something you thought would be boring? yeah prob :L
34. Threw a fit because you didn't get your way? yeah LOLL
35. Got a Christmas present you hated? nahh. its the thought that counts, afterall =)
36. Had a tea party when you were younger? yeah. xD
37. Had your period leak through in public? ..... yeah i guess
38. Screamed something perverted out to a total stranger? noo?
39. Did a dare that got you in trouble? nah :L
40. Wrote a sappy love song or love poem? hahaha i think i tried to, but failed miserably ROFL
41. Given someone a fake phone number to someone? nah
42. Carried more than $500 on you at once? noooo :S
43. Found out your parents read some of your IMs? psh no :L
44. Made up your own language? ...no? SIMS LANGUAGE FTW!
45. Worn underwear for more than a day without changing it? yeah. LOL WHEN I WAS A KID
46. Bought something without trying it on, then ended up hating the way it looked on you? tooo many times TT"
47. Felt bad about telling someone the truth, so you lied? yeah
48. Ripped your pants while trying to do the splits? LOL no
49. Were so scared that you had to talk to yourself to feel better? yeahh
50. Went on a walk late at night? not that lateee
51. Gotten lost in the woods? haha CAMP. D: (looks above :L)
52. Made up your own games? yeah xD LOL MUGGLEBALL
53. Laughed so hard you choked on something? yeah ROFL
54. Gotten your tongue stuck to a pole? nooo :L
55. Jumped in leaves? i wannaaa
56. Stepped in dog shit? yeah --"
57. Put a burning bag of dog shit on someone's porch, rang the bell & ran away? LOLOL I WANNA DO THAT
58. Had your house been egged or toilet papered? no
59. Blamed the dog or other person for one of your farts? LOLLL YES HAHAHAH
60. Clogged up the toilet at someone else's house? no :L
61. Was the last to know about something? probably
62. Had a hilarious Halloween costume? noo
63. Laughed hysterically at one of your own jokes? many, many times xD
64. Thought someone was waving at you but it was really the person behind you? LOL YES
65. Ran around in summer clothes when it was winter? LOL yeah :L
66. Forgot about one of your friend's birthdays? maybe..
67. Had a surprise party thrown for you? no D:
68. Wished it was Friday? yeahhh
69. Watched a movie where the main character was exactly like you? nah
70. Seen a movie that was boring in the theaters so you just chilled in the washrooms instead? nah
71. Made a wish at 11:11? yeah :L
72. Fallen off a horse? no
73. Watched a scary movie then wasn't able to sleep? yesss D=
74. Dreamed in black and white? not that i can recall :L
75. Accidentally cut yourself while shaving? yeahh
76. Laughed uncontrollably for half an hour? LOL nearly half an hour? :L
77. Experimented with the same sex? no O_O
78. Made out for more than 10 minutes? yeah. i made out with a chocolate bar LOLOL (L)
79. Memorized all the lines in a movie? no
80. Did something stupid in public & then had everyone staring at you? yeah, like running into a glass wall TT"
81. Taped a 'kick me' sign to someone's back? yes! LOL
82. Thrown up all over somebody? noooo
83. Saved an animal's life? i... DIDN'T step on a cockroach before, does that count? :L
84. Tried to comfort someone but ended up making everything worse? yeah probablyy
85. Had to sit beside a perverted guy on a bus? no? LOL
86. Thrown a huge party & then got your house trashed? nopee
87. Kept a big secret from your parents that they haven't found out yet? nope
88. Told a joke that nobody thought was funny? yes. no one except mee. LOL
89. Dated somebody who was three or more years older than you? no?
90. Had an awkward confrontation with your most hated ex in public? no? :L
91. Fought with one of your friends in public? nah
92. Had someone use you for something, like money? yeah probably
93. Been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk? LOL. yeah actually.. T_T
94. Been attacked by an animal? a...BEE. D:
95. Been walked in on when you were changing out of a bathing suit? LOL no
96. Had an after school detention when you had big plans after school? no ? :L
97. Pretended you were cold just so your boyfriend would cuddle with you? no
98. Ambushed someone with water guns and sprayed them? yes. :D
99. Were the only sober one at a party? no
100. Laughed at the completely wrong time? all the timeee. xD

hah i was bored :L
anywhoooo
byeee

xo

ps. happy birthdaaaay mr.zul! and thomass (^) :L
pps. guess whats in 13 days =D

Labels: miscellaneous, nina really needs a life

lols i know i knowww! long time no blog D: its just... ehh i dunno. yeah idk what to blog on this thing nowadaysss :L like i go on xangaaa alot, but this bloggy is just like... dying D:
ok ok i shall REVIVE YOU HEARTSINAHURRY! :L i shall blog more often on blogger. i mustttt :L.

anywho... school has been... aaalright? haha idk. meh :L

......... i really dunno what to put here LOL
so, seeing as i took these pics like ages ago when i had the intentions of blogging them, but never did.. i shall put them here. LOL :L

BUYSSSSS:

on sale @ bardot for 20 bucks =D and yesss. this is ze top i wore last friday's mufti day :L and did you know, the left strap of it like ..broke when i was playing hockey in pass. i had to like sew it back on LOL D:





















@ just jeans for like 15 or something :L





















witchery sweater dress!!!! :D ...hand me down from family friends xD





















got it @ big w for like 8 bucks CHYEAH





















bardot dresssss. 40 buckeroonies :D





















hand me down xD





















GOT IT FOR 6 BUCKS AT BIG W HAHAHA i love me





















preeeetty dotti singlet. 15? :L





















LOL anywaysssss. liek omg i need to get more wintery clothes for the colder season coming up D: everything i have is like for summer LOL. oh wells xD just add tights and a cardi and there we go. winterrry. hahha :L
anyways. to make this update much longerr, heres 25 random facts. LOLS.

The rule of this tag: "Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you (that would be me). If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you."

i choose everyone who reads this. TAG. :L

1. I want to do something in the health>nutrition field when i'm older haha

2. I ... don't sing in the shower. LOL. i tried once, and it was just... HORRIBLE. loooool i'm serious xD

3. A lot of the time when I talk to someone new (and male LOL) I try imagine myself with them to see if we'd look good together LOLS. so far no one looks good with mee, its cos i'm so hot (H)

4. I like food. like seriously.. there isn't really a food that i 'dislike', unless you count like, lamb brains and cow eyes or something gross like that LOL

5. Sometimes I just go into this depressing state where i just.. feel alonee.. well lately i've kinda been feeling alone alott. idk whyy. and lols idk if this even counts as a random fact

6. I never thought I could lose someone so important just like that. But I did. And you just might too so be warned. lolss haha.

7. I am a complete pansy when it comes to spicy food. For example, today i tried some of shiri's "really mild" curry stufffs.. i like choked on it. LOL. idk.. i just cant do spicy foods ok D:

8. Seafood is sexy food. =9

9. I love disney. Like all their movies and just everything!!! I wish i had disney channel D:

10. I recognize some people by their smell. LOL i know, it makes me sound like an animal or something, but i just do xD its my thing LOL

11. I used to want to be settled down, married, occupied (LOL jobb) and a mother by the age of 25. But now... i dunno. that dream seems so.. impossible LOL. maybe...28 or something? haha idk, i just reaaaally wanna get married before 30 :L

12. I think i have an abnormally small bladder. Or.. just some kind of problem relating to that LOL. becausee i pee. Alot. like today at school.. i peed likeee 3, 4 times? LOL

13. I overthink, overanalyze, over etcetera things :L idkk. its.. not such a good thing i dont think lol. because i also tend to overreacttt too

14. Sometimes its the smaaallest, tiniest, most insignificant things that trigger something in my mind that just makes me.. lose it. lose myselff. and yeah.

15. I've liked someone different at some stage of every year of high school ROFL. except for this year heh. ask me sometime. maybe if i like you i'll tell you who lolsss

16. I pms and cramp baaaaaadly before my monthlies. LOL it hurts D:

17. I can imagine lucy hee living alone in a small house with 6 cats HAHAHA kidding!! LOLS. if youre reading this i love you lucy xD

18. i have very random streaks in me (as you can see above LOL)

19. My pinky is like mutilated LOL. dont blame meeeeee, it was born that way D:

20. It doesn't take alot for me to cry. But its like when i do, its sooo hard to stop TT"

21. I love jeffrey chung :D

22. I get upset over things that have little to nothing to do with me. it suckss

23. I fear being disliked/hated. or that i already am.. =S

24. Whenever i come home from work, i'm like still in work-phase. LOL. like i do everything in a speedy, systematic manner. it usually lasts an hour or so from when i get home :L

25. When i'm bored i like to raid my wardrobe to discover new clothes combinations and thus new outfits. LOL. cos i'm weird like that xD

HAHHAA. well that was funnn :)
anyways. i shall go now
ps. PREG TESTING TOMORROW! i'm so freaking excited LOL
shush i know i'm weird. xD

byeeeeeee!
xox

Labels: miscellaneous, nina really needs a life, stuff, the love of my life LOL

cleaned out my wardrobe todays, and there was some clothess i haven't worn / have rarely worn / havent even looked at in ages lolss. so hereeee. selling them hehe. i'm gonna give first dibs to lizziee, cos yeahhh haha (ty lizzie! ;D haha)

sorry if some stuff.. isn't like priced super cheaply.. some of this stuff.. didn't come cheap, and i'm asian. so yeah lolsss.
(ps. sorry for the el-crappo quality pics.)


- Girl Xpress
- Size 10
- black dress-y top.
- has cute little hearts on it
- worn like.. once or twice .. back in yr8 lools
= selling; 6 buckss

JASMINES



















- Girl Xpress (lol)
- size 8
- pink, dress-y feminine-y top
- has buttons on front. tying up thingy on back.
- got it for.. 25 i think?
selling; 10 bucksssss.



















- Gray Pinafore
- medium
- Jay Jays
- got it for ten bucks
selling; 5 bucks.

JANNICES
















- Black + White checkered flannel
- longish
- has a hood
- medium
- got it at cabra for ..i cant remember loool
= selling; 8 bucks

SHIRLEYS

















- White Pinafore dress
- Supre
- neverrrr worn. (as you can see, there's still a tag on it lol)
- small. but it was kinda big for me, so i like sewed it up a bit. (and never ended up wearing it lols) so yeah, try before you buy? to see if it's okay.
= selling; 6 bucks

JANNICES

















- ranga top lols
- Maui Girl
- size 8
- idk.. i wore it once at camp.. but its kinda weird, idk how to wear it/ what to wear it with.. maybe wear it over swimmers?
= selling; 6 bucks? 5 bucks? lol




















- Black overalls-type dress.
- buttons on front
- neverr worn. new with tags lol
- Jay Jays. mum got it for 39 bucks :S. but it just.. isnt my kinda thing.. so yeah
- size 12. (but it's okay when you wear it, even if its a bit loose lols)
= selling; 15 bucks
(the yellow top doesnt come with it, but hey, if you want it i'll throw it in for a few extra bucks lol)

SHIRLEYS



















- Yellow/gold/silvery halter dress.
- size twelveeee. (its kinda pretttty big.. you can alter it if you want.. i just never got around to doing so haha)
- never worn. but kinda.. idk, deadd? lols.. found it at the bottom of my wardrobe all scrunched up... whoopsies haha
- pressie from relo's in philippines, agess ago. random brand.. idk, it's filo? or not? i dont even know lols.
= selling; 12 bucks (msg me if you want a better pic. or if you wanna try it before you buy it? lolsss)

LIZZIES (trying on lols :)

Labels: buys, clothes, etc

Even if I said I didn't care a million times over again, you'd know that I still do.





















Dearest you,
I'm Sorry. I'm so so very very sorry. You can say it's not my fault all you want, say it's yours but I know deep down that it really was my fault. I knew I was cutting it too close. I knew I was going too far, getting in way over my head. I knew that one day it would just.. blow up in my face. Deep down in the back of my mind I knew that I'd wake up one day and finally realize that I'd gone too far. That I had to stop before causing any serious damage to not only myself, but to you. And to her. To the both of you.

I guess I should've known better, to believe that my luck could change.

It just got too much for me to handle. All the tears, the pain, the screaming and crying and hurting. Everything. And I knewww it was time to stop. I had to do it. It was the right thing to do. Because it was either I let go and be hurt, or stay where I was, with the both of us ending up getting hurt. And I chose to let go. Because honestly, who would want to be the reason for someone to be in so much pain. To be hurting, to be sad, insecure, jealous. Then again you kind of put me through a lot of pain. But then again again I think I'm putting youu through a lot of pain now too. You and me both.

Guess it's just better, for me to let go, move on. Rather than to hold on, and be hurt.

I'm sorry. It's all I have left to say. To you. To her. To myself. It's all I can say. The only thing that I'm sure of right now. That and, I miss you. My god I do. I'm a mess. Forget about me. What if I don't want to? What if the only thing in the world that I want to do is to keep you in my life. I don't want to forget about you. Why would I? You mean so much to me. I don't want to just let that go. I don't want to let you go. Do you want to forget about me? Ack, what a mess.

And I can't take it, the way I could before. I'm stuck on you.

And now I'm stuck. Stuck somewhere. Stuck. I can't move. I don't know where to go from here. What to do. Now what? I don't know. I don't know and I can't take this anymore. I've been crying myself to sleep since Wednesday. Every little thing I do. Reminds me of not only you. Us. Everything. Blah blah blah.

I guess it really is, goodbye.

I'm sorry. Again. Over and over and over again. And for what it's worth I really do love you, very much. And I miss you. So much. Already.

With every bit of me,
Nina.


--
sigh. anyways. i know long time no blog. i'm probably gonna... sell some old clothes on this soon haha. following in the footsteps of lizzieee lols.

xo.

Labels: miscellaneous, stuff, ugh

you found me; the fray = awesome song.
hahaha hi :) i havent blogged on this in awhile aye haha :L
well... there isnt really much to talk about.. holidays have been like uber borrringg --" been out a few times, but most of the time it was with my sister so does that count LOL D:
hmmm... well. ooh i got a job ! =D .....at maccas LOL. but idc, as long as it's something haha :)
idk what to say on this thing ..LOL. uhhh. oh here you go. i'll tell you my teachers. xD ahaha gosh i'm bored lol.

10O for awesome :L

• Science; baxterrrrr

• Geography; milner

• Ag; HOUWELING! YAYER! :D

• English; young..

• History; pollock :S

• PE; wilsooooo LOL

andd;

• PASS; wilso again! LOL

• Maths; yen ...well at least it BETTER BE D: -remembers arriola- LOL

• Jap; hewett

ahahah and yeaaah.
2009... hmm. who knows what kinda year this'll be..
BUT I'M READY FOR IT. SO BRING IT '09.
okay i'm going now :L

ohhhh and just before i go.. heres some recent and not-so buys lol.
i'm gonna write about them and shit here. cos whenever i do it like below the pics it always screws up --"
dress: from some random shop @ cabra. 10 bucks! :L
denim-y, flannel-y thingy: livo tightrope. 6 bucks (Y) LOL gosh i am cheap ^^
skirt: jayjays, 10 bucks
small brown bag: found randomly in wardrobe LOL
cream bag: from sister for xmas. i think she got it from kmart....LOL nonetheless, love the bows on the side ^^
check dress: miss shop. from myer, 40 bucks bruh. on sale :D
denim dress: valleygirl. 35 buckeroonies. i (L) it 8)
pink flannel dress-top-thingy: tightrope; 10 bucks :L
white vest w/ big white buttons =) : valleygirl :L seriously i am in love with the buttons LOL
LAST BUT NOT LEAST: the most UGLIEST pair of shorts ever LOL. floral, high waisted, with yucky zips TT" LOL. from valleygirl. i was gonna buy these sexy brown checkered gingham-ish shorts, but my mum said they were to short and made me get thoooseeee. BUT THEYRE FREAKING SHORT ANYWAY, THEYRE HIGH WAISTED DAMNIT! >=( i will GIVE THEM TO YOU for free, whoever wants them LOL. size 10, kinda big :S. LOL SERIOUSLY I WILL. MSG/CONTACT ME. LOLL. i (U) them. they hideous. D:

ps. ZZZZZZZZ PICS ARE SCREWED. DAMMIT --"

okie bye!

Labels: bored, buys, holidays, threads

Starting time: 5:24pm
Name: Ninaaaa
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 7 ish?
Height: not sure..LOL

Where do you live: far away from youuuu
Favourite drinks: juice 8) WATERMELON HAPPYCUP (L)
Favourite breakfast: umm. bacon + eggs for sure :9
Have you ever been on a plane? yeahh
Swam in the ocean: yeah ? :L
Fallen asleep at school: many, many times. LOL
Broken someone’s heart: yeah, YOURS. suhh-nap.
Fell off your chair: Maybe once or twice...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: hahaha no.
Saved e-mails: ..?

What is your room like: 4 walls, a door - the usual
What’s right beside you: a wall
What is the last thing you ate: noodless =9

Ever had chicken pox: yeahh.
Sore throat: duh
Stitches: nopee
Broken nose: ..no :L

Do you believe in love at first sight: not reaallyy
Like picnics: yeah :)
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: umm. myself? LOL
Last made you smile: idk
You last yelled at: sister? :L

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like: noo?
Kissed anyone: naah
Get sick: nope
Miss someone: yes! >=(
Eat: mmhm
Best feeling in the world: having someone there for you 8)

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: ...yes
What’s under your bed: stuff
Who do you really hate: no onee?
What time is it now?: 5:44

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: guess so
Do you have any siblings: yeah
Do you want children: yesss
Do you smile often: i'd like to think so :L
Do you like your hand-writing: ehh its alright
Are your toe nails painted: nah
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: ..my bed pwns.
What color shirt are you wearing now: white
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: computering? :L
I can’t wait till: ..many things
When did you cry last: idk
Are you a friendly person: depends
Do you have any pets: nahh D:
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: at home. in bonnyrigg.... ;D LOOLL JOKES
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: ..no? o_o
Do you sleep with the TV on? noo
What are you doing right now?: thisssss
Have you ever crawled through a window?: LOL nope. love to try it though :L
Can you handle the truth?: depends. BUT YOUUU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH! :L
Are you too forgiving?: i dunno
Are you closer to your mother or father?: dunno?
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my computer screen..D:
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: ALOT (L) :)
Do you eat healthy?: I care more about how good it tastes :9
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yeah i guess
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: people who know who they are
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends
Are you confident?: depends what confident youre talking about

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. in kindergarten..
2. drawing
3. playing
4. colouring
5. being young

5 things on my to-do list today (tomorrow since the day's ending):
1. finish this
2. sleep
3. laugh more
4. idk
5. idk

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Chocolate.
2. HAPPY CUP :L
3. Red Rock Deli chipssss
4. mangoes =9
5. white choc mud cake. zomggggg i want i wantt

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. spend billions
2. spend billions
3. spend billions
4. spend billions
5. roll around in my remaining money. xD

5 of my bad habits:
1. procrastinating
2. over thinking things
3. sensitive.. apparently D:
4. overreacting :S
5. getting things stuck in my head

5 places I have lived in:
1. a house
2. another house
3. my current house
4. my current house
5. my current house

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Student
2. Student
3. Student
4. Student
5. Student

Finishing time: 5:53pm

...woww. that didnt take long. LOL
BYEE :L
ps. HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE <3

Labels: new year, nina really needs a life, quizzy