If solitude is really what you want then well, I won't stand in your way any longer. If that's what you want, then you can have it, I only want you to be happy. Will you ever be? And if all I am is nothing but a 'loss' for you then I'll go? Just know I will never want to. I'm here okay. With you, no matter what - even if all you say is that you regret ever letting me in in the first place. Sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be? Sorry.
Ps. you know I love you. Even when you make me cry. And yeah buddy you did.