totally mine from xanga D:

ninahaha says (11:01 PM):
him and hazzy are my niggas
LOL NIGHT
brendayne. [b][†][/b] MUMMMY! says (11:01 PM):
MY NIGGAS
ninahaha says (11:02 PM):
LOL YES
brendayne. [b][†][/b] MUMMMY! says (11:02 PM):
you can have the whities
andrew ryan and josh moris
LOL.
i have ben roberts, idris and hazzy
ninahaha says (11:02 PM):
nooooo
YOU have the whities
and take jeff while youre at it
brendayne. [b][†][/b] MUMMMY! says (11:02 PM):
YOU HAVE THE WHITIS
ninahaha says (11:02 PM):
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
brendayne. [b][†][/b] MUMMMY! says (11:02 PM):
LOL.
LOLOLOLOL
pwnt.

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Thank you for helping me see that tomorrow is another day. For giving me my strength back, making me smile. For turning my tears into laughs and letting me into your heart. Thank you for walking through my door and helping me to see how wonderful life can be.

Thank you for the kind words you said, some time ago. For caring the way that you do, somewhere beyond the surface. You don't know that I know and you probably won't read this but thank you for being that older brother figure.. even though I'm older than you anyway. :P

Thank you for making me stronger. You came into my life and then you left, and now I couldn't be happier. Thank you for helping me to see that you're not the one for me, that there really is someone out there who cares in that one way you never did. Someone to love; to love and be loved. Thank you for making me the person I am today.

Thank you for being patient with me. For being understanding, for never losing your cool and tearing me apart when I knew at times that I deserved it. I'm sorry for all of the things I've done, for knowing that I was in the wrong and you would get hurt. For being selfish and never thinking about it from your perspective. About how you would feel. And now I know how it feels. Now I see it from your eyes, and for that understanding you have given me, thank you. For helping me to see that these things just have to be pushed aside. Because in the end you have to trust that he would never do anything to hurt you. Thank you.

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01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before. Define serious?
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today. - as I do every day :)
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a BIG family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else. - fersure!
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone. myself
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean. OPPOSITE
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before. ow much? :(
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airoplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights. We all are, somewhere deep inside :P
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying. I WISH
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

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okkk back to work. :L

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Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you're gonna see him with one of his new girlfreinds. Don't let him get to you because that, well that's exactly what he wants. Don't give him what he wants. He doesnt even deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you; do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway?Thing is I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close; he will realise how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realise the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don't you sit there thinking he won't be sorry I know you are. But I guarantee you now; he will be sorry. So don't go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you're never gonna get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, he does it out of spite just because he knows it's killing you. I know it's gonna hurt. Its all gonna hurt. Knowing you're not the girl that's making him smile. Knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you wont be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing theres not gonna be any more late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he's got to much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn't tell you. You're soon gonna realise he doesn't care about you anymore and he won't be the first person you call when you're upset. He won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah its gonna hurt; But you know what you're gonna do? Your'e gonna hold your head up. You're gonna show him you're better than him and you dont need him in your life. You're gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go. That you never really needed him anyway.

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Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Probably haha

How was last night overall?
It was ok..? :L

Who did you last ride in the car with?
Sisters

Your sister tells you she's in jail, what do you say?
Shame. LOL

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
Yeah man!

Would you rather go camping or to a nice hotel?
Depends :)

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Probably

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
Nah I'm cool. So don't want the lisp. And it looks very painful

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Nope.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend smokes?
Yeahh that would be yucky..

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Hahaha dreaming of me :P

How many people do you trust fully?
2

When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?
Sleep, text..LOL

Are you happy right now?
Yeahh

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
They'd give me the look of shame LOL sif i'd get one anyway

What are you listening to right now?
Awake - Secondhand Serenade

What did you have for breakfast?
Noodles :D

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
Boy

Where did the shirt you are wearing come from?
Err big w LOL 8)

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Not even if your life depended on it.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Sure hope so

Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeahh.. but ah well we're still cool I guess

What were you doing last night?
Facebook LOL

How do you feel about your hair right now?
My hair is so unmanageable >:(

Who are you dating?
Haha wouldn't you like to know :)

Where do you think your number one is right now?
In bed LOL

Are you texting anyone?
Only to say happy birthday hehe

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Laying in bed

So what do you want for your birthday?
Its ages away xD

Have you ever kissed anyone named Jason?
Uhh nah man

Is it okay to like someone else when you have a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
No

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
Sometimes

When is the last time you had pizza?
Hmm.. last weeek ? :L

If you had the chance to have your face put on a quarter, would you?
Sure. LOL

Yellow fingernail polish: yes or no?
Sure why not

Who was the first person you talked to this morning?
Mother

What do you hear?
Seventeen Forever LOL

What'd you cry bout the last time you cried?
Haha, stupid mark. Yeah I'm pretty asian huh :L

What kind of mood are you in?
I'm not tired D:

Do you keep your distance?
Sometimes

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If solitude is really what you want then well, I won't stand in your way any longer. If that's what you want, then you can have it, I only want you to be happy. Will you ever be? And if all I am is nothing but a 'loss' for you then I'll go? Just know I will never want to. I'm here okay. With you, no matter what - even if all you say is that you regret ever letting me in in the first place. Sorry I'm not what you wanted me to be? Sorry.

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How much has changed since a year ago today?
Lotsssss

Were you happier now or then?
Now

What book would you say is a "must-read"?
Umm. The Notebook :)

Which friend are you closest to?
A fair few

Do you feel awkward often?
Haha yes 

Would you rather be blonde or brunette?
Black LOL

Do you wear zip up or regular hoodies more?
Umm. I don't really wear hoodies heh, cardigans woo

What is your favorite store to shop at?
Bardot sale rack 8D 

What smell reminds you of something in the past?
Baby smell :L

Have you ever intentionally pissed someone off?
Duh

Are you a fan of Will Smith?
Yes :)

Are you open-minded?
I'd like to think so

Do you tend to be curious about a lot?
A lot? What LOL

Are you still trying to find happiness?
I think I found it, for now

Do you wear jeans in the summer?
If its..cold.. or I'm having a bad legs day LOL!

What state do you live in?
Nsw

What was your best vacation?
SKI CAMPPPPPPP 

What school year will you never forget?
Dunno

Have you ever claimed to be something you're not?
Yeah prob

Is letting go really as hard as it seems?
Usually

What application on facebook do you use the most?
None really.. nowadays :L

What would be the hardest thing to face right now?
A brick wall LOL (Y)

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i feel like shit. i don't know why. and i can't talk to anyone about it cos 1. i don't know what it is, and 2. my life is pretty much going great compared to others's.. or so they think? i dunno.