god. its like i hate you so much for what you've made me become; some fool who puts her hopes up only to have them come crashing back down to earth. but then i try to let you go and something keeps me hanging on. its like there's an invisible rope tying me to you. its like i can't live without you, no matter how hard i try. you make me happy, but then again you make me so sad. its like a never-ending circle and i just wanna stop cause this is killing me. please let me let you go. i can't keep doing this, it hurts too much. i can't stand this anymore, i swear if this keeps going on, one day i will just absolutely break down. and if that happens i'm not sure i can be put back together again. i'm hoping for the best, and looking back at all the pain you've put me through, i don't think you're the best for me. so yeah, goodbye?