hmm. i wonder if there is such a thing as being completely-perfectly happy, and kept together. Because everytime i think i have one part of my life down-pat, another part of it just gets soo messed up. And i'm trying really hard to stay happy. Pull myself together. You know, juggle friends, family, school. Just like any normal person can. But its like it just doesn't work for me? I just can't do it, if you get what i mean? And it sucks. Cost me way too many tears, this week alone. Gah.