avarice.
Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 11:49 AM
av·a·rice
–noun
1. excessive or insatiable desire or greed;
She's got everything that i have to live without.
she's damn perfect. but she's greedy.
yeah, she's already got everything i don't.
she wants you all to herself.
& she gets to rub it in. everyday.
she doesnt know how to share
she's freaking intimidating >_>
& i'm so damn scared of her..
stupid bitch.
..
gah. i thought i was ok with this..
its supposed to get easier.. but it just keeps getting harder.. (ignore how wrong that sounds :L). hmmm.. it just keeps hurting more and more. though i guess i got better at not letting it show that i actually give a damn.. i do though, thats the problem. and no matter how hard i try, no matter how many times i tell myself i dont.. i do.
it damn freaking kills.
seeing him with her.
all
the
time.
wow. if you dont know who i'm talking about.. hmm.. its kinda pretty obvious isn't it.. =/
five.
I get the point that I should leave you alone,
But we both know I’m not that strong..
(hah, it kinda contradicts one down there :L)
four.
I wondered if today would be the day
I’d finally be good enough, but I guess
if I have to ask myself that question,
I already know the answer..
three.
after a while, you learn that you don't need
anyone else in order to survive.
no one is ever going to always be there,
no matter what they say, or what they promise you.
you just gotta suck it up, and accept it.
two.
i'm not going to stress over you anymore.
it's not worth it, i tried to work it out, but you ignored it.
i'm not trying to say i don't want you, cause i do.
all i'm saying is i'm done chasing after you.
one.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I’d laugh at the memories but here I am
without a smile in sight.
I promised myself, that when it was over,
I would not shed a tear but here I am,
shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldn’t look back but here I am
unable to walk forward.
I promised myself I would say goodbye
But here I am, still thinking about you.
all the time.
I’d laugh at the memories but here I am
without a smile in sight.
I promised myself, that when it was over,
I would not shed a tear but here I am,
shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldn’t look back but here I am
unable to walk forward.
I promised myself I would say goodbye
But here I am, still thinking about you.
all the time.
A best friend is someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Someone that knows what you're saying when you don't say a word. Someone you can look to in a certain way and they know exactly what you're thinking. Someone you find hardest to say goodbye to. Someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway. Someone who would help you through thick and thin. The first person you go to when you need someone to talk to. Someone you'll call to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life. They're the shoulder you cry on because you know that they really care about you. Someone you would take a bullet for because it would be too painful to watch them get hurt. Someone that will risk their friendship with you, just to make sure you’re safe and okay. Someone you can always be around and never get sick of.
you know who youse are :)
and just to finish this thing off..
"How can I put this so that you'll believe me?
You're not asleep, you're not dead.
I'm here and I love you. I have always loved you,
and I will always love you. I was thinking of you,
seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away.
When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the
very blackest kind of blasphemy."
- New Moon ; Stephenie Meyer
ngaw. Edward Cullen (L)
dangggggg. overdosed on deep pills D:
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