so tell me why should i cry/
(8) haha love that song :P

anyyyyyways..
-shrugs-
figured i should blog
idk why, i guess just cos i'm like
uber boredd >_>
gosh i need a life sigh.

these past ...monday tuesday wednesday thursday ..4 days LOL, i should have reaaally finished ag and/or started english or music asses. but .. i havent. apart from the title and the 'by nina tiongco 9O', my progress in the agriculture assignment has been pret-ty damn sluggish >_>. haha. and these are the main reasons why:


1. Dictionary.com
LOL. shhh. idk why, but i like going on that. whether its like looking up random words, checking out the word of the day, discovering some new words on thesaurus.com ^^ or just.. what not. LOL. say i have no life if you must, but i enjoy dictionary.com-ing. so you can just go get effed hmph! :P so ya. i think i'm gonna have this word of the day thing. ..or word of the post thing, seeing as i dont blog everyday :L haha. so yeahh. ^^ here we go;

slug·gish
–adjective
1. indisposed to action or exertion; lacking in energy; lazy; indolent: a sluggish disposition.
2. not acting or working with full vigor.
3. slow to act or respond: a sluggish car engine.
4. moving slowly, or having little motion, as a stream.
5. slow, as motion.

yeah, as you can see from above (further up noob LOL.) ^ i used it xD well i'm pretty sure everyones heard of the word, but meh. it interested me :L so there you go

2. Reading
mhmm. from sunday night to now, i've read 2 and a half (i'm getting there with the 3rd one xP) books. LOL. 8) its good. reading i mean. xD i never used to read much. only like, the books from the english department haha. but yeahh. there we go. i like just sitting on the couch, really into a good book ^^ LOL i sound so tres gay . that rhymes :L well if you say it anyways.

3. Xanga.com
umm yeah xD quotes are the (L). seriously. some of them are like, whoa, thats beautiful. haha. and some i read and just thought, i completely understand that :S. anyways yeah. heres some ^^

http://www.xanga.com/rlm_quotes_x

we live in a world where it's easier to fake a
smile & act like everything is fine then to fall
apart & cry & to have people ask you why.
it's just easier to explain why you're happy
then trying to sort through all the complicated
reasons why your not, especially when you
don't know why that smile your always
wearing is fake.
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always remember,
when the pain of holding on is greater then
the pain of letting go, it's time to let go.
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http://www.xanga.com/screaming_thetruth

i've changed so much lately.
every single day i wake up different.
i feel like i'm fading every step.
all everyone else sees are smiles.
they say i'm doing much better.
i know i'm doing much worse.
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sometimes you look at me, just look at me
and my heart hurts so bad i'd swear i was dying.
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you could have a smile on your face and a twinkle in your eye, but only a true best friend knows that you're really about to cry.
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i will be who i want to be, not who you think i should.
i am going to dress my own way, not the way you want me to.
i am going to listen to the music that i want to listen to,
watch what i want to watch,
read what i want to read.
i will not let you break me down,
because if i'm not good enough for you,
then you mean nothing to me.
------

http://www.xanga.com/come_fly_with_me_quotes

You don't need me.
I think that's whats breaking my heart.
Because I need you.
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mhmm. gosh i love the last one >_>

4. Blogskinning
okay, so initially, i wanted to and STILL DO want to desperately change layouts. this ones like..ugh, depressing T_T. so yeah. the first time, i made this blueeey blend (my first attempt at a blend, so shh i know its nub), then when i finished i thought, hmmm nah i dont wanna use this as mine, so i just put it up on blogskins :L. thennnnnn. todaaayy; i made this otherrrr one, a sorta blend-kinda-ishh :L but yeah, you guessed it, i thought nahhhh i dont wanna use this eitherr. so yeah, blogskins again! haha. http://blogskins.com/me/heartsinahurry if you're so sooo interested ;D which i doubt you are, but meh :L take a lookie, it won't hurt lol. well maybe. the noobness might hurt your eyes D: ohhhhh well.

ok im offffffff.
AND. just before i go
5 days.
FIVE
FIVE WHOLE DAYS!
i'm so proud of myself :P
sighh. but i still miss you :S

ttfn! until we meet again.

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