helloo. well. theres absolutely nothing to do right now T_T so here i am. blogging. man.. i dunno .. what am i supposed to say?

blehhhhhhhhhhhhh.

don't you just hate it
when you know you need to .. move on,
you want to just forget it all, forget him.
& you think you have
you think you're okay
when all of a sudden
you see him
you see them
and then you realise
you're not okay
you're not over it
& you can't just get overrrr it
no matter how freaking hard
you try
to let it go
to let it slip
to not let it get to you,
you still get to damn hurt inside
don't you just hate it?

like damn.
since when did i get like this?
far out.

i need a distraction.
i need a new hobby.

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[added] 8:55pm

1. Alright, so have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
- uh

2. Do you honestly think you could live a week without a computer or cellphone?
- no, not even :L

3. Do you care about how you eat?
- sometimes~

4. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something nice for someone?
- yes .

5. When you get embarrassed what usually happens?
- i am .. embarassed?

6. Is there someone you don't really know but they bother you?
- nah

7. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
- lol i dunno.

8. Do you call anyone babe?
- lol nah

9. Whose car were you last in?
- my faaathers

10. Last thing you ate?
- spaghetti

11. Last thing you drank?
- waterr

12. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping

13. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
- go back to sleep.

14. When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
- only at big-W!

15. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
- 9 ish?.

16. What do you have planned for tonight?
- sleep .

17. Who was the last person to make you laugh so hard?
- umm OH it would have to be jeff - act government wtf? LOOOOOL!

18. Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
- uh me?

19. Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
- none .

20. Who's the last person you got
- got?

21. Do you ever turn your cell phone off:
- nahh

22. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
- me?

23. Which of your friends live closest to you?
- uh, deeps? i dunno :L

24. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
- in some ways

25. Have you ever felt replaced?
- yeah

26. Did you have a dream last night?
- not that i can remember :L

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